Got Life?

Got A Ball?

2005-10-22T15:23:00.000-07:00

Well, this week has turned out pretty well. The second half of the semester has officialy started with a buttload of work to do in every class. Not to mention, an additional class has now been added to my schedule, HES 101. It's not too bad, but it sure cuts on free time...lol. Also, fraternity work has been cracking down. We were supposed to be brothers this past weekend, but with all of our delays, it's been moved down 3-4 weeks. Gosh, I can't wait til I become a brother. It's going to be sweet!

As for my Sociology midterm, it turned out pretty well, B+. Not bad, but I wish I could have gotten an A. Yesterday, Friday night, the school held an inaugural ball at the LJVM coliseum in honor of President Hatch's inaugration as Wake's 13th president. Welcome President Hatch! The ball was amazing. $1 million dollars was invested into the ball. The LJVM looked great: a water fountain, a nice atmosphere and overall great. There was only two bad things: the music stunk like a dead rat and it was overcrowded.

But there was one AMAZING thing that did happen. I was able to hang out with my friend, Cynthia. She looked absolutely amazing. Now, we couldn't dance as much as we wanted but at least we had a "half-dance." lol. However, I sure fell in love with her all over again...wow, that was bold of me...I just realized that. Well, feelings are the truth no matter what. I do hope I get to spend more time with her though.

Well, today it was the football game against NC State. I left the game early because I was tired and needed to get some work done. I did take an one hour nap but I wish I could have gotten more. I definitely need to talk to my room mate about "room control." He's watching a game that is already a lost cause and it's because he wants Georgia to move up in the standings. Not surprising and it does show great dedication to his team. However, when the team he wants to win is down big time, he still continues to watch. Ugh.....darn TV. Even though its mine, its still a war over it.

Well, until later...

Gonna get you like a space boy...

Got Nothingness?

2005-10-18T23:04:00.000-07:00

Tonight, sucks. Not just sucks...but really sucks. Let's just say that my hunt is turning out to be like junior year of high school. Not only that, I stayed up all night waiting for my good friend to take me out to Cookout..apparently...she forgot.... :( I won't hold it against her but I was looking forward to it and I really wanted to talk to her.

Life just plain sucks right now....the only thing thats holding me down is my inspiration to do well in class. I guess I am destined NOT to have a significant other in my life. Sometimes, I wonder why life decides to deal me a hand of bad luck and stupidity. I have tired for 19 years to find myself a mate. Nothing.....just plain nothing...am I really that worthless and hopeless?

Alright time to sleep.....maybe it will help cure my acute depression.

Gonna get you like a space boy....

Got Questions about Love?

2005-10-15T14:06:00.000-07:00

Well, this weekend break has been uneventful but relaxing. I managed to get sleep that I haven't gotten in days. However, it is very quiet here around Winston-Salem, NC. The campus seems to be like a ghost town with hardly any people walking about. It's normally bustling with life but now, it's so darn quiet you can't see a soul in sight.

My good friend, Edwin Pope, came down from West Point to this weekend. He lives in the Lewisville-Clemmons area, which is not too far from Winston-Salem. Edwin has been a really close friend of mine since 6th grade in middle school. We hung out today: went to Adventure Island (where the old Putt-Putt Golf and Games use to be). I managed to "return" back into the DDR craze. However, their machine is rigged because one missed step and you are in danger status. I will need to work on stamina a lot. I can't seem to do one song without losing my breath. DEFINITELY need to exercise. After that, Edwin and I played Ghost Squad, a FPS made by NAMCO. I hauled ass....Mr. West Point couldn't hit anything..lol. After that, chilled at Wake and then got sushi at Ichiban.

But I did realize something after my parents saw him and started talking to him. The topic was about relationships. I, unfortunately, never have been in one and am kinda desperate (which is a bad thing) about having a girlfriend. As for my friend, he came to the realization with his girlfriend is that it was way too early to them to get really really serious. Instead, his basis on their "break" from their relationship was to slow it down and take life easy. Puppy love happens all the time. One adores the other as if their life depended on it. But once reality hits, one realizes its way too early or it didn't turn out the way it wanted. The basic truth is young adults like us DOESN'T know what true love means. My parents know what it is. It's not words such as "I love you" or "You're amazing" Instead, its the moments a person spends with the other that makes it worthwhile. It comes to realization of companionship rather than "making out" all the time.

So, it made me think....why am I so "desperate" to have a girlfriend? At first, it's because I never had one. Yet, most girls say that I'm the perfect guy. Well, why can't the perfect guy find himself a mate? It's because he's too nice....he's too pure...he's not the rebellious type...he's traditional. Many people I know say to me to not enter a relationship. My heart desires for one but life tends to keep it in check. Three scenarios happen: 1) A girl that I am interested in is not interested in a realtionship. 2) A girl that I am interested in is interested in someone else (either their ex or someone else) and 3) A girl is already taken by someone else. Bascially, when it comes down to it, its all about the timing, something that I never have been able to figure out. However, the moral really is that I have important plans in life I wish to accomplish. Trying to do something else that is not that important is wrong and a waste of time. Yet, it doesn't mean that one is looking for it.

Until then,

Gonna get you like a space boy...

Got Stress?

2005-10-13T08:19:00.000-07:00

Ugh..today is punishment day. It's the day of my Sociology mid-term. Wish me luck ppl. Been stuyding but don't feel too confident.....but I hope it turns out well.

GAMA kicked me out of their clan for not being active. I already sent an email to Stephen. I hope I can clear it up...would hate to lose a bunch of good Halo 2 buddies. But if they won't take me back, well, no hard feelings. I was busy and as a clan member, you have to go to "meetings." If you aren't there, it shows you have no dedication. I am dedicated but school work comes first. I hope they can understand that.

Back to studying....

Gonna get you like a space boy...

Got Sickness?

2005-10-09T22:30:00.000-07:00

Ugh....I hate being sick. On Sunday, I came down with a major sinus infection. Nothing like coughing mucus every five minutes. And to make it worse, I acquired pink eye mysteriously on Thursday. After a four day delay, I decided to check out the doctor's office. Well, the doc gave me some medicine and now I feel great.....besides some coughing...but it's all good.

This weekend, I spent it at home fighting the sickness and doing some work and spending some time with my father and brother. It was fun. I got the new DDR game and it has most of my favorite songs on there! w00t w00t. I spent some time to unlock most of the songs....there are 50 of them to unlock...and that's a LOT!. This DDR game is better than the last one and has more familiar songs and some good ones also. It's a keeper! Reinvigorated my spirit to get out of retirement for DDR! I'm back....

Well..now I am studying for a Spanish in-class essay....ugh...but at least I get to study it with a good friend, who is this person? Why, it's Courtney the goddess....lol

Gonna get you like a space boy...

Got Fun?

2005-10-01T00:34:00.000-07:00

This week has been a bit rough....I didn't do too well on my tests. I am not very happy with myself. And also, fraternity rituals were wearing me down. But I can't give up. I have done so much to get so far, and no major setback will stop me...no sir. So, instead of feeling down, I feel inspired. Despite the inspiration, constantly looking over at my IPOD and seeing that it can't work does make me feel a bit angry.

Alpha Sigma Phi held a 70s theme party. It was a lot of fun. Granted, not much people came out tonight for it was parent's weekend at Wake Forest University. So, not much crazy freshmen to make the lounge dirty. We actually finished pretty early for cleaning up. I got to dance a lot, still very tired. Some good moments: was rocking it up with "Everyone Loves Kung-Fu Fighting." I pulled a bit of Asian goodness and it all turned out well. Secondly, during the "Tra-la-la Song," I had a dance off, hehe, with Jason Nguyen. A great dancer...people say I won..nope...Jason won it..hands down.

However, I did feel a bit jealous of his skill....not to mention something else too...that kept me down a bit during the party. Guess I still have to work on some of my dance skills. But Jason is a great guy...so props to him....I think we might be RIVALS now.

But anyhow, it ended well....and it was fun.

Gonna get you like a space boy...

Got Birthdays?

2005-09-28T06:54:00.000-07:00

Well, yesterday was my b-day. It was a quiet affair..a little bit too quiet but at least my good friends remembered it and held a small surprise for me. Thank you to all my good friends who helped bring a smile to my face yesterday and always every day:

Jae Haley - My Azn girl (I love you lots!)
Lexy Harrison - Your surprises often are happy and bring warmth
Meryl Dann - Smiling bright as always
Ryan Durham - You crazy son of a gun...I love you, my brother!
Joe Lazzazero - Your wit always makes me laugh
Robert Coffman - The crazy jew! I love ya man!
Blake Brittain - England humor always bright up my day
Courtney Daly - You are a goddess...so you already bright up my day always
Abigail Cline - Your sarcasm and lust for life makes me laugh and smile every day.

And of course, everyone else who wished me happy b-day. Well, most didn't know...Facebook told them..lol

Well, got my Spanish test back...it was a C...wished it could have been better...at least I know what study habits I have to change.

Gonna get you like a space boy...

Got Work?

2005-09-19T08:23:00.000-07:00

Another Monday...oh joy.

This weekend went by very fast. Played in a small Halo 2 tournament held at the ZSR Library at Wake Forest. I hate to brag but I came and conquered. Came back feeling achieved and went over to my fraternity, Alpha Sigma Phi, to check out the festivities. Nothing too much happening. Saturday, I was stuck at my work-study job for about 4 hours...ugh....and it was so boring too. Went to the Wake vs. ECU game.....we won..thank god. Came back and watched some anime with Cynthia, one of my good friends. After that, sleep time.

Well....and now here I am on...on a glorious Monday....filled with classes and work.
Get me through this. Peace

Gonna get you like a space boy...

Got Friday?

2005-09-16T07:55:00.000-07:00

Well....here it is. Another year...another year that will be filled with memories of life to come. Let's all hope for the best, eh?

Friday is here....thank god. Studying my butt off for Chemistry could not pay off anymore...I just hope it DOES pay off. As for the week summary, it's been great. Pledging for my fraternity, Alpha Sigma Phi, has been a blast though I had to wear the big backpack of DEATH yesterday. It was funny...and I wouldn't mind doing it again. There has been this marvelous, sweet girl that I have met two weeks ago and we have been hanging out a bunch. Granted, I am taking my time with this but I sure do think about her a lot. I can't wait to see her tonight if she has time......

Well..enough procrastination...off to study Chemistry before the exam.

Gonna get you....like a space boy.